Just before reading about how you can’t fucking wait to get home from china, I’m talking to Torian about how bad I want to get out of here. When I ask about it he says the same thing “you can start next week man”. Of course, I can’t start next week, Im out on bail right now, and if I don’t appear there will be a warrant out for me… Although, they sure as fuck wouldn’t find me in china.

After fucking up yesterday, and further delaying my literal ticket out of this town it is at least nice to know there is always the option to run away. It’s actually quite comforting. I’m sure you’ll talk me out of it, and I can’t wait for you to.

You know those days when you want to just choose
To not get out of bed, you’re lost in your head again
You play the game but you gotta cut
‘Cause you’re coming down hard and your joints are all stuck

Kyle said “fuck psychrometry” to himself, over a coffee and a cigarette.

I can’t ever remember crying so much.